Wow what a bad blogger I am

I totally forgot all about posting - in my defense it has been a super long weekend. I hope this week goes by fast as my little monster turns one year old on saturday! Where or where does the time go? It is so bitter sweet for me, I love all the new stages and watching him grow and learn and develop but I really do miss the days when I could just hold and snuggle him all day long, and the little new born cries, and the one thing that would always sooth him was being held and snuggled. Now hes on the go every waking minute of the day rarely time to stop and see what mom is up to much less give a quick hug!

I did make a break through this weekend and have decided it is time to be happy - no matter what! I am sick of living my life for everyone else and making sure that whatever I do I am not letting anyone else down. Well now it's time for mommy (and of course my son) I need more me time, I need to spend money on me when I go shopping, I need to start putting me first from time to time. And I feel like this would be a great place to keep track of it! So.... you ask what did I do for me today......
Spent a little time doing what I wanted to at work on the computer.
Got McDonalds Breakfast YUMMY
Thats it so far today but the day is only half over!
I will try to be back later today or tomorrow for more adventures from lil life

My very first day as a blogger!

Well folks, here it goes..........................I am an official blogger now! Woooooo hoooooo This feels great and freeing and down right amazing! Alright Alright I am over that now. Well today has been an interesting day for me, woke up late got to work late, but decided to go grocery shopping quick so picked up some food for DS and ran it home quick and then back to work.  I also kind of got offered another job today. Which is awesome because I have been looking however....it would be a pay cut with longer hours and I would have to find daycare for DS. But in the end would it be worth my sanity? Could we make it work? Do I really want this job or just anything but my current job?

I like my job right now but after three years, no raise, and no where else to climb not sure this is where I am supposed to be.....I am completely under appreciated and valued and it is starting to show in my work, and I really don't feel like I want to be the kind of worker that just sluffs off all day long. I am bored and need a change and feel the wind is blowing my sails in a new direction!

I think that is about it for now hopefully this heat and humidity goes away soon, mommy needs to get outside and get some fresh air and not be covered in sweat!

Oh yea don't hesitate to ask me questions - I will try to answer them all to the best of my ability!